♥Xueting.

woke up late
lyk again la.no breakfast=.=
late recess and no breakfast
i will die
so im clever t bring the whole box
of honey stars t eat on the way=]

reach school
was nt late
waited for dar at foyer
gt caught for short skirt again by mdm tas
she's kind t let me off
not lyk dat stupid, ugly mushroom of KR
cuz i didnt give her attitude=]
Everyone is lyk addicted to my honey stars.heh
so im gonna t bring on tuesday & the day after & after & after
it's physics lesson...
im all ready t copy notes given
but im found sleeping after 10 good minutes
since school starts,
i've been standing up for math lesson
so pissed off
&& the weather was humid.im sweating even under the fan
(to the max speed)
dar says im always so sleepy in the morning
& uber active from recess onwards=]

dar accompany me t serve detention for wed
& we simply slept throughtout
time flies really fast
suppose t serve 2 hrs cuz didnt serve on the day itself
but since noone says anithing
i decided to just serve 1 hr.so will be so dumb t serve 2 hrs la

taste better

went WCcc study corner

manage to get some work done

hungryHUNgryHUNGRY

went t market t fill our stomach

& there's this indian man

i think he's drunk

dar pointed him out t me

and he's action damn funny

dar & i laugh till peng

very qiao, there's another indian dishwasher

behind us.told dar he's toking t him

sososo we test test

we both see one man. see if they talk t each other not

but turned out is no

he will only do the action if we look at him

hilarious is the word

cant stand the laughter,so went off.

pester dar t pei me go shengsiong to buy

the xtra yummy-licious

HONEY STARS

bought the strawberry one

but the original one taste better

*i know it's true when you say you 're just a phone call away*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

10:44 pm

to: xt sux..
you are real lame ass

DANIEL PAUL~~DaNiu~~

go eat grass la
if want t spam my blog pls state yr name nxt time
&& its stupid of you t spam before my eyes luhh
feel proud??
im advertising you in my blog okies
drop the subject, it's so sickening t talk abt him>.<

tday slept through mr hong period
but he didnt care much
was damn tired
&& the nxt lesson is math and im lyk so dead
after school, went t clear all misunderstanding
unfortunately, not yet finish
gonna find dat sicko guy out
whatever it is i believe dat the truth will surface
sooner or later=]
&& don't be so stupid t try t cover him la
frm wat i see he is not worth it
dun bai fei us de ku xin

you know what
im challedging with koh-ster t see who makes a better PE t'cher
sososo i will be taking over his PE lesson nxt week
& he wants a proposal too
so mafan la
but anw,
heh.i will prove to him im better.yays
hahaah.and he's going t wear KR PE t-shirt in my lesson too
so ppl stay tune
&amp;& i can actually punish him if he do anything wrong=]

*the irritating sixth sense*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

11:50 pm

you are reallyyyyy mean
you know she's gonna know sooner or later
& yet you choose t not let out any hint
i know she might not mean anything t you
now & you wldnt want to get into anithing
involving her.right??
but at least for once
ONCE is enough.
care abt her feelings
how much she had been going through
hurs.i bet you dont even know a shit!!
ppl hav ear t hear & eyes t see la
how you used t treat her??
well??i bet not.
how abt yr life now??
happily living??
i dont know & i dont want t know
from what i see she's the one that
suffers the most
want her then go find her
den dun wan then ditch one side.
you'll started well with all our blessing
& yet now, this is gonna t be the ending??
how pity it is
& what is dat bitch trying t prove
she's better than her??
c'mon la go get a life man
or are you trying t show how bad is yr taste??
you seems t turned into another person
no longer the one i knew
anw,
i know no matter how sad she is
she's definitely able t pull it through
but come t think abt it
things are unpredictable
how would she reacts if she gets t know
one of these days??
not nice t hurt ppl okay>.<
if you happens t read this
think through really hard.
Words are spoken & stated here
if you not gonna do anything abt it
then just treat as i kan zhuo ni le

♥Yours truly, xueting.

2:58 am

both parties seem to be not telling the truth
or maybe only half truth
who knows??
loopholes here & there
gonna find out tmr

speech day rehearsal tday
i damn sia suey
i actually forgt the steps
&& i just stand there
stunned for lyk 4 secs:\
and everyone is looking
went market eat & headed hm

*there's no hidden meanings*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

2:26 am

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.
You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.
Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.
You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

You Are 56% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.
You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

♥Yours truly, xueting.

10:44 pm

HOHOHO!!
Went for facial early afternoon
ermm, was kinda relaxing
cause i went for the massage session as well
pamper myself before school start.heh.
total it cost me a real big bomb(688$)
anw, this is the student price
was worth it cus original is 1988$
but is for 10 sessions

School starts tml
didnt prepare anithing
study only lil bit this hols
working tml oso
TMD.vip coming tml &&
our uni was KNS.
We will be wearing the lounge uni
the sight of the uni irks>.< hope every thing goes smoothly=]

*sometimes it's the memories that kills*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

2:45 am

FnN now
&& im bored stiff:\
im tired
keep dozing off just now:\
byeeee!

I can see the pain living in your eyes.
And i know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your your heart & i sympathize
And i'll never criticize
All you 've ever meant in my life
*I don't want to ~~let you down~~
I don't want to ~~lead you on~~
I don't want to ~~hold you back~~
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lies anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever makes you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye*
You deserves the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
*I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a ~~LIES~~ anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever makes you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye*
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lies anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever makes you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way but to say goodbye.

♥Yours truly, xueting.

3:13 am

woke up late,real late
suppose t reach @ 12 & i was happily aslp
heh.till 0230hr.
luckily i only start officially @ 3
practically everyone was like slacking
dance once only!!like so miraculously>.<
had dessert & went home.

WooHoo, heard frm dar that we will be taking
measurments for new uniform.
but gonna t wear only once, i think
cause VIP coming on monday=]

school going t start real soon
like only left a few pathetic days
&& i having serious insomia
which means i cld only slp in the morning
and will auto wake up in a few hrs
dat results in damn obvious panda eyes & eye bag
going for facial on sunday
hope might at least help abit bahhx
if there's time i want a haircut too & a new school bag
1 mth and i didnt prepare any thing for school
so unlike me
things in singapore are like all the same &
seriously nth really caught my eyes
will still be working when shool reopen
hope the time wun clash.god bless:)

*Here i am again, torn into pieces, cant deny it, cant pretend*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

12:32 am

Had a talk with jac ealier on
for info jac is my sis
we split out our sorrow on everything
that doesnt exclude bgr also
was filled with alot of emotion now
what she sae was indeed right

she says:"why you so stupid?"
i says:"for?"
she says:"why would you give up on the one who
love you for the one that you don't even
know still love you"
she says:"Do you think he is worth it"
i says:"aiya, dnoe how xplain la"
she says:"i know your reasons lo"
i says:"know le still ask"
she says:"but being loved is better than t loved"
she says:"believe me, start a new r/s & you can forgt the past"

BINGO!!
She is indeed the one who knows me the best=]
cux she's the one i confronted in most of the time
&& she do makes a good listening ears
But when something is precious, waiting is ok even if it means
waiting forever.

*Hey, you wasnt the perfect guy i dream of
nor were you the one the best.But you had never
fail t affect me, be it yr word or actions.
i ~~HATE~~ you t affect me.Making me having mixed
feeling.i dont think you know im still waiting
quietly for you t return.Will you??Baby, i dun LOVE you not.*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

3:22 am

Yesterday

go for fnn
things doesn't go as smoothly as
i thought but but the food taste nice lo
ms chua sae the deco looks lyk restaurant kind
gonna score for that.heh.
Went dance class, instructor
recommended us t join o school
but see first bahh
after that went t eat cheese prata
&&nasi lemak, waffle ice-cream
damn yummy-licious=]
no where t go so headede hm
home sweet home:)..
online awhile
& i actually doze off on the com table
as for only sleeping for half hr tday

Today

slept till dusk
& of coz stayed at hm
watched spider lilies.kinda bored.
tmr gt dance practice
for speech day.
sian ji pua can:\i bet i forgt the steps le.
time flies really fast
monday school reopen le
anw, was bit of looking forward laas^^

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*Do you know that i know??*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

2:58 am

work again tday=]
legs doesnt hurt so much now
maybe used t it le bahh.
the setting for the ballroom wasnt even done yet
So, all of us was suppose t help
anw, we are paid t do so
urghhhhhh, salary not yet transfer over
i going broke soon,
&& it's not gd t ask $$ frm mummy since im working
the PIG really pissed me off tday:\
dars:: I finally get the tast of it,suckks
the onlyu person who dampen my mood tday.
SHE???Yucks..*
not to mention other colleagues were nice not like her
HOHOhohohohohoho
im the doorgirl for tday
heheh, talk t the newly weds
they say gt tips lehh, i had been twice
but i didnt receive any leas//
lets see if gt include in pay not bahhx
*patiently waiting*
april gt me the intercontinental bearbear
but only gt two, 1 boy, 1 girl
choose the girl
she gt it for me secretly && i kindly accept it
heheh....
actually you are not as bad i used t think you were
im starting to accept your own 'ge xin'??
butbut,, too talkative & a'lil bit iritating
work on this two and you will make a better person:)

Heyys peeps,
my big day is jus ermmm..
5hrs ltr??
god bless everything goes smoothly yays
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

*Wishful thoughts; all because of you????*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

8:04 pm

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!!!
went school for fnn
food turned out nt bad lea & v.chua
say wit gonna score.Yipee!!
was tired luhhs
nt enuf slp then can't wake up & ended up
biah-ing cab dwn.
but ms chua not yet reach.heng ah:)
i made a big MESS of her kitchen=x
& i bet i used the most utensils and all that
anw,
what matters is that the food taste nice can le:D
So, my big day gonna fall on weds
the real de 'N' lvl practical
dnoe why suddenly feel lyk so down
lyk will gt something bad goin t happen de gan jue
haas, hopefully nt bahhx:\
Saw something that adds on t the uneasyness
was totally affected & i had confident no more
how? if the thing really gonna happen?????
SHIT!!shldn't see it at first 'cause i know my thoughts will
definitely goes wild...
mum went cruise again & i don't even know if she will be home tnite not
i seems t fail as a daughter:(
ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
ROARRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
i need something t vent my anger NOW!!
who wants t be my sandbag???
lols-.-....im bored thats why
aiyo, die le laas. i seems t be lyk bored this few days..
more sadness arouse
follow up by some anger
& lastly that very irritating feeling
i cant stand it animore..
why didn't god create humans t be unemotional??

*let the reason be LOVE*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

1:40 am

lols!!

when will i reveal this blog??

dar says it's okay le can reveal le

but i still think lyk gt prob somewhere

&& lyk lacking of things leii

im bored.im bored .im bored

i cant fall aslp now if nt i surely cant

wake up ltr, which is lyk @ 7:30

& it's lyk only 2 more hrs t go laas:(

♥Yours truly, xueting.

8:22 pm

HAPPY FATHER DAY to all daddy tday
tday wrap dumpling,
wanted t help too but when i wake up already
finish wrapping le:( i bet i miss the fun
slacked all the way at home till
milk bro, zh & yiu wai call
slacked dwnstair then awhile lao hor came
after a while went t aloy hse
see them play maple ..
funny things happen though & watched one hk movie
gt louise khoo de.manage t see abit nia
went ahead t watch america nxt top model
one judge was lyk tmd sissy luhhs
-.-
sian ji pua ,,,
ltr gt fnn pre 'N' lvl practical
&& im not aslp yet
need t cook but i dun even know how t prepare the food in
my recipes:\
i didnt hand in time plan too oso dunno ms chua gonna let me cook not???
anw,
await my yummy food
*giggles*

*足我微笑you are simply worth me smiling*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

2:57 pm

hies , here t blog again

erm..

let me think hurs.

went intercontinental t work again

tday bride was gorgerous

& the groom was lyk tmd shuai also

but a 'lil too short

but overall the were a very pei couple

hohohhohohohohoohohohohohoho

seeing so many couples make me feel lyk getting married too:\

anw,

nononon,i'm simply way too young le:D

dar's partner was auntie joanne

she is cute && most imp is that her laugter is contagious

and my partner for tday was the so called

"banquet department shuai-est guy"

which i & dar personally dun think that he is shuai

was stress cause he was doing it so fast & ltr on he

will be the one doing everything

will be so pai seh de lo

hahahahaha

in the end ,i did makes a great help kkies

colleagues are all can xiang chu de

xcept that fat fat the boy

he was really really really

DETESTABLE

was the only word t describe him

hope t change opinion of him one day

as all i could do was ren & ren && ren..

roy keep psycho us t work till 2 midnight but but

no way man

till 11 is already tiring enough for us le

schedule for next week was already given

so gonna t work on tues & sat

*so near, yet so far*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

1:56 am

so far have only work for 3 days
&& tmr gonna be the fourth day
as usual gonna end @11 . kinda sickk and tired
but since i clinched the job den jus continue bahh

nth t blog bt
but im really really really BORED!!!
someone pls save me;\
haiis,
before i realised, you are gone again
i know you dont own me anithing
& i dun have any excuse for you t stay
by me animore.But but it's always that saddening
t see you appear & gone again .
No words was spoken=x
you are the only one who makes me turned dwn many
ppl sae you are nt worth it
but i often turn a deaf ear.
help me t prove them wrong will you?
an apologies
for what i did in the past that makes you sad, i just had a
taste of it myself now.
Knowing that you had changed for the worse is indeed
heart aching.but could i say anithing when i was no better too:(
i no longer harbour the thought of you returnin back
but hope t hear good news of you now & then:)

*no words spoken,might just be the best conversation btw us

♥Yours truly, xueting.

4:35 pm

im bored♥♥
really really bored:(
not working tday
tmr den work
gonna be a very tiring day again
cause carrine sae gonna work till 12 midnight
haiix~
Roy was stupid
tell him tmr not free then keep asking t go work
shit him.there goes my sentosa trip
AARRGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anw, i have nth t blog bt le:)
i'll upload the class pic

♥Yours truly, xueting.

8:40 pm

was waken up by bwa-nana @ 11+
dread my foot t the phone den teo shocked
she sae she meet me 12:30 den i still ask her
tday oso no work meet for what???
TODAY CLASS PARTY LAHHS!!!
LOLs.
i totally forgot bt it man:(
-.-
so just go wash up & get ready

when meet bwa-nana, afiq, fauzi & hadi
when t fairprice buy things den head t east coast park
the bus journey was long but with
our jokes & laughter,
we reach in no secs:)
was like Tmd pathetic can
got like only 11 ppl who turn up
predicted that will be boring but it turns out t be fun luhh
happens t be 4E7 class outing too
but they only cycle
haas, weather was'nt gd
quite windy like going t rain
heng ahhs, nv rain
so we resume with our BBq(:
went t sea & did alot of stupid things;\
stay till 10:30 den leave but some will be ton-ing
manymanymany pics taken tday so
gonna upload it another day:)
went night cycling too:)
&& stupid daniel actually fake faint
cus we all planned t ps him as he was like riding
way ahead of us
haha..a fruitful class party:D
*yawn*
nightzZzZ

♥Yours truly, xueting.

1:44 am

friday

Woolala!! first day of work.Tmd amn nervous can:\

haha and the uniform looks like airstewardess & looks smart

&& i broke 1 wine glass

luckily, is at bar and not in the ballroom

paul the manager saw and he was like aiyoyo

he told me not t be nervous. can man man lai:D

so sad la

first day work den gt accident

so sway:(

end work at 11:20pm

hungryhungry.where are food????

saturday

haha.im assign as the drink server:)

was easy.heh

was the door girl with april tday

basically all i have t do is talk t the bride & bride groom

& open door for 'em

my legs and hands are aching like nobody business can.

ended the day with a tired smile:)

Sunday

Special request by peter

he's the head of the banquet department

t work tday lo

mostly youngsters are working tdae

cause tday is a bridal fashion show/fair

saw many couples coming forward so i jus have t direct them the way

how i wish i was one of them too.hehe

yummy-licious finger food are all prepared by chef

is good cuz i can get inspiration for fnN

*evil laughter*

peep a 'lil when the couple opens the door & the gown are

BEAUTIFUL

same goes for the models too

simply gorgeous

can see quite olot of ppl mesmerising them when

they come out for their refreshments

nth bad happen

but my heels are killing me

my toes are so painful:(

ended work at 5:30pm as promised.

♥Yours truly, xueting.

4:50 pm

today

came home @ 4 in morning

was tired

i missed remedial tday

i slept for lyk 11 hrs & now

i'm bored):

carrine finally called.hehe

going to start work on monday.YIPee!!!

anw,

had bought all stuff needed so not a big prob(:

yesterday

had nth t do at home so jac suggest t go

bugis t shop

but, by the time we reach it was like 8+

im like kinda window shopping cause nth really caught

my eyes

Went bugis street& they were like going t close

But at the very least i bought a white hot pants

with crown de.

gonna t get the black one too=]

went t milk bro hse t slackk

meet at cc den walk over together.

bought vokca & polky over de nth do den play black jack

im the big winner xp

the one who bao and the one who gets the lowest will drink

absolute vodca(plainly) w/o adding anithing

so overall i just drank 4-5 tiny cap

& zh was the big loser as he almost drank for every round

did smthing bad, but not gonna say out=x

*evil laughs*

-mind your words, cause it hurts-

♥Yours truly, xueting.

5:01 pm

Planneed not to go fnN as i was suPER DUPER tired, but
someone called when i was lyk still in sleeping mode:\
guess who?? is ms veronica chua luhhs. Stupid la, she called 40mins
after the lesson start told her that i got headache but still insist me t go dwn:(
Bobian lo so go wash up & reached there bt 11:10am.
DANG IT!!!
she told me that they at lvl 2 lab 1
so immediately reached liao go lab 1. (still in sleepy mode)
Go in den shocked=x
is 4E8 and not 4N5 leh.
so xia sway lo i actually enter into the wrong class w/o realising after a few secs.
RAHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh~
fake fake talk abit den faster go out. How i wish i can dig a hole &hide@ that moment.
so lesson learnt tday is: [[ peek before entering ]]

*YOU never fails to affect me*

♥Yours truly, xueting.

3:51 pm

wake up like 2am in the midnight
and did'nt catch any sleep.
ARGghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
dark circles are like damn obvious lahhs.
Went for fnN remedial tday for like
only 45 mins.Slipped out to lunch with
bwanana, joy, jasen & adrian
Headed back to school but don't intend to go
for remedial so went to art room to slack.
Haiix, regreted joining fnN le): art was lyk sososo
FUN!!
help out with some of the art piece & yay slackk.
went off @ around 4pm and yipee:) we went to eat shacker fries
tried the grilled teriyaki set meal and it taste nice :D

**Do you mean it, when you say it???
Words are left unspoken&things are left untreated

♥Yours truly, xueting.

9:59 pm

tday was another tiring day
went for the training and it was kinda bored&naggy
and it makes me yawn for 5 times.hope paul did'nt see it=D
and i will be working in intercontinental @ bugis parco.
the place was huge looks lyk a maze and i bet i will definitely get lost.
staff was funny and kind so hope can get along well.
training ends at 3:15.

Went to get our shoes for work and saw one at
charles&keiths.it looks nice and it is definitely nicer than the one
at bata.Bought it with dar.

Everywhere was lyk saleSaleSALE!!!
i'm greatly influenced by them so i'm gonna to go down again to do my shopping:D
edge was down for renovation so went to m)phosis to get the shirt
that i want.but it was no longer there(out of stock) lyk sian ji pua:\
So went to bugis street to get my tappered jeans & hoping there is a
shirt that loos alike.Unfortuanately,dun have. Left the place as it was lyk
super extremely hot!! i'm sweating away .
wa hungry so went to eat.wanted to have something hot&spicy but
ended up eating chicken rice.

After that train to jurong point to get the customised stamp done,
but some lazy ass just don't want to get off so we took the same train back
to clementi.LAME right??

-.-DAMN IT!! i lose 50$ to dar cux i say that there is no swensen at jp
ROARrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
Oya and we took neoprint.heehe.
the machine was good and the background was cute.
post it another day bahh.that all

good night ,
reader

♥Yours truly, xueting.

3:27 am

hihi=)
see i'm not yet sleeping at this hour all because of me meddling
with this thing.
anw,tday nth much happen
stayed at home for the whole day>.< HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JACQUELINE

Oya,a idiot called & he was obviouslyCRAPPING

and the thing is he actually want me to believe him.i did k

for the sack of entertain him.oOps
darling: ilu too=]
goodluck to us tmr!!!!
how coincidence it is ,he same name as our previous bossy
Hope paul will have a good inpression of us
&kerin(duno spell correct not)too to put up a schedule for us
YAWN*
my bed is callin for me
BYE!

♥Yours truly, xueting.

3:28 am